C'est La Fider Elisé: 06.2011

30.6.11

Sad Funny True

I know that you can’t expect everyone around you to be #team(insert name here). That there will always be haters and people trying to bring you down, People who seem to always have negative air about them, who seem to unable to give you any genuine encouragement. I knew that there were going to people in my life who were going to down play my dreams aspirations and personal goals because they feel limited in their own life, but I what I never expected was for those people to be in my family. I have gotten more positive comments/remarks from complete strangers about me going natural and my natural hair than I have my mother. I have gotten more encouragement from other people about going to cosmetology school and starting a styling business with my girl Lewie, 1102 blog FB etc. coming soon, than my mother who only want to talk about why I shouldn’t do it and basically how I will fail. At least with my enemies and haters they know what they are saying is really true and they are going it to hurt me. With family they honestly think that they are helping and saying it because they love you and no one else will tell you the truth but them. Did they forget Cane killed Able? I’m just saying.

23.6.11

SMH

August will make one year that I have been with my boyfriend and I don’t have the foggiest idea what to get him. He never wants anything and he’s not into anything that I can readily shop for. He doesn’t watch TV for real, doesn’t play video games, not into sports, doesn’t wear any jewelry besides a tongue ring, and he’s not really into clothes. He does like hats but I got him one for Christmas and I don’t like repeating gifts like that. I mean he’s a guy there are not that many variations on men’s hats. I’m nearly at my wits end trying to think of a gift that he would like for our anniversary. No seriously we have been through 4 gift giving events together and he still won’t give me any insight on gifts. So he’s socks. I don’t want to just cook him dinner cuz that’s something that I always do so it doesn’t seem special anymore. But it’s ok, he’s about to be gone for a month so I have time to figure it out.